I want to address the topic of friends. We all have friends that are in our lives temporarily, some who really weren't your friends, friends who are your best friends and keep in contact with frequently and friends who are your soul mate friends where you can go forever without talking to each other but are still your best friends and will always be. I take friendship seriously. I think I am so self conscious about myself that when I have friends it excites me that someone may actually like me. Yes, I am a big weirdo and its great when I can find my weirdo counterpart. Now, I recently left Women of Caliber. I loved it and I thought it was where I belonged and that the ladies were like my best friends. None of my friends shoot or are into guns so this was my home. There is actually a lot more to the story as to why I left and I have tried being respectful but it is hard when your feelings are deeply hurt. Especially when your feelings are hurt over and over and over again. It was...